Good morning, everyone, Happy Hump Day! 🐪 We made it to the middle of the week. 😊
I’m very tired. I have been getting up at 6:30am every day and going to bed at around 11:30pm, with few breaks in between. All day long I draw, take care of the animals, exercise, and cook for Christopher and Bert when they get home. I’d say it’s 80% the first, and I squeeze in the rest when I can. I’m running myself a tad ragged. 😅
Today it’s Zoom with my mom. We will be filling paperwork out together for the lawyer. Her process should begin as early as next week, just as mine officially comes to an end this Friday. 🎈🥳🇺🇸
Being back on Twitter has been pretty good as far as getting to sell more slots. Still, I admit that for all my talk, I kept looking at people’s profiles anyway. It was just hard. It’s hard not to, once I am there. And I already see things that depress me. It’s helping my business, but it is such an atrociously horrible place, with things and people that (as much as I am loath to use this word) are huge anxiety triggers. So I made my blocks much tougher. I have to type out a freaking novel’s lenght worth of random text to undo them. Maybe that’ll help.
Pretty soon I’ll be able to resume most of my old life, I think, such as people-watching at Starbucks and the like. I’m really looking forward to that so I can stop thinking toxic thoughts about the past, home alone in front of my computer. They’ve been worse lately as my (ongoing) Instagram move gets closer and closer to really triggering stuff. 😣 I can’t wait to be done with that. Only a thousand posts to go…
I’ve also been considering trying Little Scouts again when they resume meets, but… I don’t know… I felt uncomfy at times. Maybe I just need to get over myself though. It was definitely a “me”, not “them” issue. I really struggle to feel Little around other people, especially strangers. 😥
I’ve been taking a few art trades recently which was nice. 😊 I’ve also been reading… right now, I’m reading The Rose Of Versailles by Riyoko Ikeda. And I started listening to podcasts again. Got a lot of This American Life to catch up on. I’ve also been trying to listen to Telltale, I like his YouTube videos and always wish they were longer, but he sounds SO angry in the podcasts, it’s like, he’s yelling through them almost. Then again he has been dealing with such terrifying BS in his private life that I can’t really blame him for having a short fuse.
Sorry, this post is pretty boring. I wanted to post something because I’ve been a bit too quiet. So that’s all. I’m going to get ready for Zoom now.