Happy Halloween! ๐ŸŽƒ๐Ÿ‘ป๐Ÿฆ‡

CW: I’ve realized I’m discussing eating and weight loss a fair bit in this post in a casual manner, so I just wanted to give a heads-up about that right here in case you’d rather skip this post. ๐Ÿ’•

Happy Halloween, everyone! Yesterday was so much fun. I had very precious time with friends, and time with family. A lot of my stress and blues has melted away. This had affected my appetite, and my calorie count has been really too low these past couple of days, so I hope now that I feel better, today I can eat more normally (you know how it is, when you don’t eat for a long time it’s like your stomach kinda closes up? I really wanted to eat, but it was hard.)

We went to a boring old-people flea market (but it brought back memories of pre-Covid times), to Best Buy, and then to PhแปŸ Bar again. I was a little upset that I couldn’t eat because I really like that restaurant, but just being there with people I love was enough.

I really liked my outfit for yesterday:

It has sort of bunny ears in the back:

My mom in law said that it’s kind of a waste to wear a baggy outfit like this when I’ve gotten so slim, but to be honest, I still really like to wear baggy clothes even if I get very thin. Heck, even more so depending on the situation. Baggy clothes just make me feel small, and the more I can lose myself in them the “Littler” I feel.

And I really did feel so Little yesterday at times. There’s a very perfect, hard to get to “sweet spot” between my innocent Littlespace and my “saucier” older headspace that is rarely pushed so intensely in a small period of time. It leaves me on such a high, it is dizzying. It could never get old.

In the evening, I made empanadas, my mom in law made jalapeรฑo poppers, and we played video games. We played the newest Mario Party release (Mario Party Superstars) and an old Wario game for the Wii U. Both were such an absolute blast, and I actually won once!

I always pick Daisy, but I wish Bowser Jr. was an option because he’s so cute. ๐Ÿฅบ I’m always so happy when he shows up.

Anyway today Christopher and I are going to spend lots of time together and watch horror movies and stuff so I’m gonna get all my chores out of the way early and prepare some cinnamon rolls so he wakes up with the smell. ๐Ÿฅ๐Ÿ’•

Oh yeah and I hope to get all the commissions that are due today, posted today, but it may be tomorrow. Probably today though. Enjoy your day, everyone!

Busy Thursday ๐Ÿ˜–

Today was a bit rough. I was up early, did some artwork in the morning and helped Christopher be off to work. I worked some more on art after that, but eventually developed a really bad headache. As soon it started, I took something and lay down, and was drifting in and out of sleep for a couple of hours, but it hurt a lot all of that time.

Eventually I couldnโ€™t keep wasting my day anymore. The worst had passed but it still felt as though someone had dropped a bunch of bricks on my head. I went around the house dazed for a while before I could properly restart my day.

I had a snack, and continued reading this book:

Itโ€™s a real gem. I say that both sarcastically and also not. I really like to collect books meant to indoctrinate children, for a variety of reasons. For one, that single solitary book can no longer be used to teach wrong things. Two, sometimes theyโ€™re unintentionally hilarious (this is one such case). And three, because I was exposed to such stuff a lot in childhood, it makes me nostalgic.

I’m going to let this excerpt speak for itself:

Bleetle-brows, amirite?

Anyway, it’s equally hilarious and sort of infuriating, but definitely entertaining. After my snack, I decided to take another two Advil because my day was still too full of work to do and I felt too sore and out of it. Then I mowed the lawn.

When I was mowing the lawn, this froggy was out in the sun (because it had just rained):

Thatโ€™s right against the side of the porch, and the froggy was upset by my moving around and wanting to escape. So it went inside one of the drainage holes (into the porch) which you can see to the left in the photo above.

We did this little dance where I kept going on the inside and the frog’s head or butt would be poking out of the hole into the porch, but it would quickly move a little more toward whatever side I wasnโ€™t on (I was just trying to protect it from the cats, but also from the lawnmower).

Eventually I shooed him into a large hole under the house so he was safe from both. ๐Ÿ˜

Then, I did my houseworkโ€ฆ beds, laundry, litter boxes, dishes. I cleaned the fridge and took care of the snails. After that, I did the grocery shopping and got what I needed for the weekend, including the empanada ingredients. I’ll make the empanadas tomorrow morning so I donโ€™t have to worry about that on Saturday, since we will hopefully be out having fun.

Today had ups and downs too, as all days do lately, but I really enjoyed our date night. I felt closer to Christopher tonight that I had in some time, on a really deep level, and it was pretty fun, too. I’m going to bed on such a high, that it’s going to be difficult to actually get to sleep. ๐Ÿ˜…

Goodnight, everyone.