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These last few days have been a little rough. And, I think, they are still going to be rough for a bit. I’m trying my best to get through them, do all that I need to do, take care of my little menagerie, my husband, my commission load. Yesterday morning I worked on commissions for a while and got some good progress underway:
I also did a little bit of Christmas shopping today.
We went out to lunch yesterday, our very good friend took us to a ramen place we’d never been to before:
The food was fantastic, but, even though I hadn’t eaten all day, I had to force it down. I felt very hungry but had zero appetite if that makes sense. I actually didn’t feel well most of the day. By the late afternoon I had a really bad, throbbing headache and as the evening wore on, it became the worst I had in months, easily… even now, I have some dull leftover pain from it.
Today I feel really out of it. As if I’ve been hit on the head with a hammer and been left dazed and achy. I’ve been kind of on the verge of tears from time to time since yesterday, maybe it’s just stress, I don’t know, but I really have to pull myself together.
Anyway, this is just a heads-up if you are waiting to hear back on anything please bear with me. I’m overwhelmed and stressed and very sad at times, it’s going to get better but right now I may not be very available online. Even if you see me post about gaming or some fun on the side, I’m really struggling in ways I don’t want to go into.
Artwork is still on track and on time, and it is getting done, but as far as functioning beyond that, please don’t expect a lot from me… I’ll be back to normal soon enough.