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Ever17 ~the out of infinity~

We finished Ever17! Honestly, I thought we would be playing it for weeks and weeks… as in, months… and there isn’t really a game I can play every single day for a minimum of an hour a day for months on end. When doing that, it is inevitable that at least a few days I’ll play when I really don’t feel like it.

So when we first started, half of me was excited, but the other half slightly dreaded it… just a little… I didn’t know if I would like it, and if I found that I didn’t, I’d have to still play the whole thing, if I didn’t want to disappoint Christopher. ๐Ÿ˜…

Now… I wish it HAD lasted months… it ended too soon.

While I admit I didn’t want to play every single day and sometimes I wished I could skip a day and have time in between to look forward to it more (which would apply to any game or book I am enjoying, frankly, as well as any tv show I am watching) on the whole, I immensely enjoyed the game.

The rest of this post includes written spoilers as well as spoilery art taken directly from the game, so it’ll be under the cut. IF YOU HAVEN’T PLAYED EVER17 AND YOU INTEND TO SOMEDAY, YOU SHOULD STOP READING HERE. Much like with Undertale, once you spoil this shit, you’ll never be able to enjoy it properly.

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State of The Squelf: Mid-October Edition ๐Ÿ‘ป

I canโ€™t believe itโ€™s already Monday again. I canโ€™t believe itโ€™s already almost 6pm. Today flew by, yet it also dragged on. I donโ€™t feel well overall.

Last week, Akumin called again to reschedule my cervical MRI: in spite of all the problems, my insurance approved it and it was moved to Tuesday. That was a relief. So I got that done.

Unfortunately, I goofed and forgot about my blood test appointment. So that added a week of time to that. Iโ€™ll be getting the blood drawn this Friday. I felt very stupid.

Last Thursday I had another headache. The difference here was that it was the first time that it happened when my husband and I were intimate. Up until now, it had only been a โ€œby myselfโ€ problem. So that put a temporary damper on the evening. It wasnโ€™t terrible, as I stopped in time, but it left me with a burning in the area of what I now know is my occipital nerves under my right ear. Itโ€™s a pressure, an ache, an annoying warmth. And that remained for days, varying in intensity, and I feel it even now. Itโ€™s deeply annoying, and coupled with my PMS and with physical needs that I cannot take care of for the foreseeable future, I am literally crawling up the walls. Itโ€™s the freaking worst.

CW: TMI ahead.

Sometimes I wish Iโ€™d never discovered orgasms. A little over a couple of months ago, I didnโ€™t need them, and I was fine. Maybe I wasnโ€™t always, but I didnโ€™t know that it was a problem. Now I know what they are, and how to have them. And I canโ€™t. I canโ€™t because if I do it I feel like someone is torturing me with an ice pick, hammer and vice to the head, all in one. All of that โ€”and not taking care of myself is STILL HARD. The frustration Iโ€™m feeling physically is so horrible, that if a solution to my headaches cannot be found, Iโ€™ll gladly take a pill to at least temporarily kill my libido. Because this is a horrible way to feel. Itโ€™s horrible.


I meant to introduce you all to Punkim. As far as Charlie Bears go, Punkim is very basic looking, but heโ€™s big and fluffy. I think heโ€™s my most down-to-earth bear. I like him lots and lots.

Hereโ€™s a couple of photos of Punkim before his outfit was complete. You can see his face (and his cute little bear pants) better:

And here he is in his full outfit:

Lately, Christopher and I have been playing a little of Ever17 every day. Itโ€™s a game thatโ€™s really important to him, and as we play, I can see why. Itโ€™s been a wonderful routine especially on the days he is home earlier, or on the weekends, to play together for an hour while having a snack.

Iโ€™ve been eating crushed dry ramen while playing which makes me feel like an absolute beast, but to tell the truth itโ€™s one of the most delicious things Iโ€™ve ever had. You smash the ramen, pour it in a bowl, and then mix it with the powder. Try it! I discovered it after seeing itโ€™s sold as a dry snack in Asian stores and itโ€™s 100% the same thing as normal dry ramen.

(And yes, this is completely safe to eat, though you have to be careful with your teeth, and I can only vouch for Nissin brand as being safe to eat like this, but I do believe most ramen is pre-cooked. Youโ€™re just hydrating it.)

On Saturday night Christopher surprised me by taking me to our favorite ramen place. I was sure it had closed down. It really made my night!

Iโ€™m doing my best to push through commission work. But to tell the truth I have no motivation for anything… not drawing, writing, reading, gaming… nothing… ๐Ÿ˜ž

Maybe tomorrow Iโ€™ll concentrate on giving the house a good cleaning. I think that has been bothering me. Maybe it will help, if only I can muster the motivation.

Oh, yeah. I want to deeply, deeply thank everyone who got slots for the Winter Friends YCH. While Iโ€™m still returning and reordering stuff from Amazon, overall my setup is improving daily. Getting used to some changes in my setup presents a challenge of its own, but Iโ€™m doing my best. Once Iโ€™m 100% all done, Iโ€™ll post photos of both completed setups.

Iโ€™m most excited to get my Redbubble stickers for my desk. I canโ€™t wait to cover the desk in new stickers. โœจ ๐ŸŒˆ