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Little Wrap-Up Of The Day ๐Ÿ˜ด

Last night I slept with Janie. I hadnโ€™t slept with a stuffie in some time, generally I fear ruining them in some way. But I thought Janie has been stored except for Christmas at her old home got many years now so I wanted her to be snuggled like a proper teddy. ๐Ÿงธ๐Ÿ’•

Here’s a little snack I had today ๐Ÿ‘ป ๐Ÿฅ“

I love these socks that bought this afternoon at Five Below. I changed into them before going out this evening.

Mmm, gummiesโ€ฆ you want some? Theyโ€™re cola flavored ๐Ÿฅค MoonPie is happy to share! ๐ŸŒˆ Got these at Five Below also.

In addition to socks, I found suspenders today. I never had any before. I had a chance to wear them since after my walk I was such an utter mess so I had to change to go out to dinner with Christopher.

Tomorrow we are having a morning out together, garage saling and brunch. I am so excited about it because itโ€™s been such a long time! ๐Ÿ’•๐ŸŒˆ

An All-Around Bummer Of A Day ๐ŸŒง๏ธ

Hey everyone. Iโ€™m sorry for being so quiet today. ๐Ÿ˜“ Things are ok hurricane-wise. The winds are supposed to start in about an hour and last throughout the night. Iโ€™m still in the library with the window openโ€ฆ itโ€™s really calm. ๐Ÿ˜ถ

But PMS is hitting me as hard as it did last month. ๐Ÿ˜ฃ Iโ€™m in a horrible, HORRIBLE mood which is a real contrast to my usual. You see all the happy posts almost every day and most of the time Iโ€™m pretty happy, but my PMS can put me in a โ€œI hate my life/body/everything/drawing isnโ€™t fun/reading or gaming isnโ€™t fun/anything I eat makes me feel guilty/wish I could sleep this away but Iโ€™m not sleepyโ€ moodโ€ฆ andโ€ฆ it sucks. ๐Ÿ˜ฅ I feel almost violently angry so I stay by myself so my poor husband isnโ€™t forced to deal with me since there is nothing he can do that will cheer me up.

I tried cafรฉ con leche and cookies and I hated myself for eating them. But time with the ratties and reading Little Lulu made me feel marginally better. Anyway sorry for such a long whiny post. Itโ€™s just one of those daysโ€ฆ ๐ŸŒง๏ธ

Sad, Stressed, but I’m Trying My Best โœŒ

Good morning, everyone โ˜€๏ธ Not feeling so good today. My period/PMS are wrecking me, the hurricane is now cat 5 and seems to be turning our way again. Who the heck knows. Cat 5 hurricanes level neighborhoods, leave them like a war zone. I guess if that happens I really enjoyed not being poor the last 6 years. It was really nice. Iโ€™m grateful. Hopefully it spares us.

Iโ€™m trying not to let my thoughts get too dark, but hormones make it hard. Iโ€™m in the library/rat room and decided to have mate today. Itโ€™s been an awfully long time since I made mate just for me (well, and MoonPie.) Usually my mom brews it when she comes over. But I really need to get in the habit.

Ever since I moved the rat cage to the library Iโ€™ve been spending time with the rats every morning. Dorito is more cheerful today:

Iโ€™m a little worried about a scab under Croissantโ€™s earโ€ฆ there seems to be no lump, just minor scabbing but it wonโ€™t go away. I may have to text my vet a photo if it doesnโ€™t go away. I really hope she doesnโ€™t get a ZGT (if you donโ€™t know what that is, google it โ€”or donโ€™t. Itโ€™s bad. Basically if she gets it Iโ€™ll have to have her put down pretty soon, because itโ€™s an awful way to go.) I just donโ€™t want to lose another rat so quickly, even though unlike Dorito here, Croissant is really unfriendly most of the time. But I still love her a lot.

I suppose time will tell. Iโ€™m glad Dorito seems a bit less lethargic. He doesnโ€™t move a lot anyway, after all he is the same age Queso was, and has the same genes. His back legs drag. But he just seems happier today, and Iโ€™m glad for that.

Anyway, I still want to be cheerful today. Hurricane or not!

Iโ€™m going to do my best! ๐Ÿงธ ๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿ’•๐ŸŽ€

Scary Days โ›ˆ๏ธ

This morning I had breakfast in the library with my ratties ๐Ÿ’• I started my day with some chores and paying a little more debt. Iโ€™ve almost fully paid my husband up for Megaplex expenses, should be done at the start of September. I am pretty okay. The storm is a worry but what can we do, just prepare.

May I offer you a chonk to start your weekend. I love him…

I’m trying to give him a lot of attention now that his brother is gone. The girls arenโ€™t very cuddly with him. So Iโ€™m making sure I fill that emptiness as much as I can.

One more scritch before I get on with the day. Itโ€™ll be alright little guy.

I have to admit Iโ€™m starting to become fond of this hairstyle which I used to really dislike. I never do anything with my hair at all. But Iโ€™m enjoying this. ๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ™ˆ

Also wearing one of my Littlespace necklaces again after a while. It is one of my favorites. Iโ€™ve used both of them so much the choker is stretched out, I probably ought to replace it soon.

For my afternoon snack I had some banana wafers and dark chocolate and consoled myself with MoonPie’s company.

This hurricane is looking REALLY shitty I guess? Lol. I really donโ€™t want to die/have my pets die/lose all of my possessions. Iโ€™ve been trying to stay calm, but yeah. Itโ€™s looking bad.

Goodbye, Queso… ๐Ÿ’”

Welcome MoonPieโ€ฆ you come with hugs on a pretty sad day, just in time. ๐Ÿงธ๐Ÿ’•๐ŸŒˆ

CW: Pet loss discussion below…

Anyway… Iโ€™m upโ€ฆ Tried to eat something. I cleaned Queso one more time since he peed overnight and just laid in it ๐Ÿ˜” he is eating some Rice Krispies. I tried to have some breakfast… I’m not very hungry.

We leave around 8am to say goodbye.

โ€ชHere we are having one last little cuddle before itโ€™s time to go. Heโ€™s really barely there. But it could be a couple days of him suffering if we just leave him to pass on his own, and I donโ€™t want that.โ€ฌ

Updating this post now that itโ€™s all over. ๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ’” Iโ€™m home now, to say Iโ€™m exhausted is a wild understatement. So I ate something and gonna take a nap with MoonPie.

Iโ€™m still going to try my best to have a decent day today but I may be unresponsive. Sorry in advance.